Not even sure where to start or what to ask. Prayers needed for a sad heart. I have Joy but I’m incredibly discouraged. Still hoping for a family after 5 years but no signs of it in my immediate sight, nor do I feel I know where my next step is. Maybe more importantly, I am struggling with communicating with my husband. We are so opposite. It’s very rare we can actually have a true conversation and it is HARD. I feel like I could explode with emotions but also don’t want to cause him pain or sadness in his own heart about things he struggles with. I guess breakthrough in communication. Sight to know the direction of our path as a couple and family. Breakthrough in my husbands life. Breakthrough in my own prayer life.