I've got anxious thoughts about not being saved. Hateful thoughts towards Jesus for the hard things and anxiety I deal with on a daily basis, I feel so awful, I'm constantly asking for forgiveness from Jesus and don't want to be bitter or hateful but I feel like I am. Please Pray Jesus and the Heavenly Father makes it clear and obvious to me whether I am saved or not, and also what to do with my thoughts and feelings. Thank You.